Fantasy is never final

Sunday, May 10, 2009

Its feeling cold and its only 5 pm in the evening
and its been a long week
havent had a single day where i can just slack away doing nothing
every single day there has to be some work done
its draining me fast
how much longer can i hold on
i cant wait for the coming week to be over
then i can catch my breath if its only just for a while

the only good stuff that happened was my weekly dosage of bubbletea
plus the floor outing to freemantle prison on friday night
got an educational tour of the place
plus the fact that it was at night, i can imagine some of the prisoners
there goning around their daily routines
freemantle sure is buzzing at night
all the pubs and clubs
when theres pubs theres booze
and the drunkards as well

and booze just reminds me of econs essay which i havent finished and its due on wednesday
jap writing stuff on tuesday
stats project got extension till the 18th but i want to get it out the way cos
on the 20th got econs debate

econs exam was disastrous to put it bluntly
not pleased with it
now awaiting monetary econs results

i dont have the mood to do things
have to force myself to study

why cant i be the bloke parting away
not giving 2 hoots bout studies
chasing blondes

its precisely cos of the high oppurtunity cost of studying here
that i resign myself to focus on studies and try to eek out some leisure
leisure here meaning anything that gives you some utility

i already missed out so much fun stuff in my teenage years especially high school and senior high school
i dont want to enter the working world without enjoying university
DEFINITELY NOT

life is so imbalanced now

4:56:00 PM

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